Your the Worlds Greatest. Always know That.

Today is a dull day...
If you ever get a phone call and you hear the news that you would rather not hear then you know how I'm feeling.

I guess all of my encouraging, persuading, comforting, reassuring, motivation, hope, prays, faith and courage didn't quite work.
And being the only one who knew, i kind of feel a tad responsible for what has happened.
I know that it has nothing to do with my actions or my decisions but maybe i could have changed those actions and decisions . just maybe.
and to know that they put their trust you and then to hear that bad news... you cant help but to feel torn and helpless and somewhat just a little little bit to blame. I know its wrong to think this, but its hard not to.

what if i had tried a little harder or prayed a little longer or said the right thing that could changed the future.
But that's the disappointing thing about life. you never know what will happen in the future and once the future has become the past ... the its too late to change what has already happened.

But lucky for you and lucky for me and lucky for everyone. god has given you one more chance.
and this time i promise not to let you slip.
I promise not to let you fall.

your a lucky lucky boy and you should always know that. take this chance and run with it. keep your chin held high. xxx

"your that star up in the sky
your that mountain peek up high
im glad you made it
cuz your the worlds greatest
your that little bit of hope
when your backs against the ropes
i can feel it
cuz your the worlds greatest."
(Bassed on The World's Greatest by R.Kelly)